song lyrcis

Shortfalls and little sins
Close calls where no one wins
Stand tall we're running thin
I'm wearing thin

Oh, why are we keeping score

Cause if you're not laughing
Who is laughing now
I've been wondering
If we stop sinking
Could we stand our ground
And through everything we've learned
We've finally come to terms
We are the outsiders
Oh, we are the outsiders
Oh

I'm not leaving without a fight
I got my holster around my side
Just cause I'm wrong it don't make you right
No, you ain't right

Oh, why are we keeping score

Cause if you're not laughing
Who is laughing now
I've been wondering if we stop sinking

Could we stand our ground
And through everything we've learned
We've finally come to terms
We are the outsiders

Oh, we are the outsiders
Oh, we are the outsiders
Oh, we are the outsiders
Oh, we are the outsiders
Oh, we are the outsiders
Oh, we are the outsiders

On the outside
You're free to roam
On the outside
We found a home
On the outside
There's more to see
On the outside
We choose to be

On the outside
You're free to roam
On the outside
We found a home
On the outside
There's more to see
On the outside
We choose to be

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needless to say, I wrote this whole post ranting about how I hate when people tell me I need to smile, and I figured that it might be best to fall back on one of my go to's. The band NEEDTOBREATHE is a band I stumbled upon one day by Itunes. It was one of those, if you bought this song, you might like this band. They had just released their latest ep The Outsiders and it was the first time I listened to, loved and downloaded the entire cd. It really speaks to me, and what I feel. They just released another ep called The Reckoning, and it's just as amazing.

so here is my song, when people don't understand who I am essentially.